I touch the sky

Strength:
I am learning to grow intimate with my weakness so the strength I gain won't be hollow.

Peace:
I have been thru the revolving doors. Now I want to stand still.

Dante's definition of hell:
Proximity without intimacy.

Grace:
Duty is like washing your hand when it’s dirty. When duty and love become one, you have grace in your life.

Real:
Like Pinocchio I strive to become REAL… Instead of a wooden heart, instead of a hard shell I want to be soft and vulnerable.

Perfect:
I want to get away from wanting to fit into that PERFECT MOLD. Have a good job with high pay. Stay in good shape doesn’t matter how busy I am. Always loving and caring and never show my true feelings. (Being that perfect porcelain doll came to mindJ and it's breakable). I just want to be ME.

Mind:
When the mind stop turning, wisdom speak.

Spring

I search for the sign
of Daffodils and Cherry blossoms
on the street of Seattle, Spring's signal
This morning
Spring has come quietly

The core of your soul

I am not sure that I have changed. I know that today I am a little more aware of my body, a little more aware of nature, a little more aware of other people. But that's not really "Changed". It's more "Returned", returned to some of what I started in life with. And I also know that I am a little more tolerant of the way I am, and of the way people are (those two things are usually go together). And I know that I have a few more alternatives now. I am able to respond in some way that I couldn't have a few years ago. I think only ideas change. Awareness and tolerance and openness don't seem to really change me, they just allow me. Your ideas change, but you always remain the same.

It is very simple, if I never try anything I don't learn anything. If I don't take risk, I stay where I am.

I was told

The thought is beautiful
But the heart is even more
Who can say the future is stored
For such heart
For such soul
To have but not to hold
To find such love is rare I was told
We crossed path
The lonely road but never down cast
The less traveled or the much protected wall
Such devotion
Such emotion
Don’t loose touch of your dreams
Don’t loose touch of other’s dreams too
To have but not to hold
To find such love is rare I was told

Seattle in Spring

Far away some where I left the golden sand beaches
To come and live in the rain and old city houses
Rainy day gray sky Seattle’s streets cover in blooms
Spring has come with cherry blossoms and pink tulips
Yellow daffodils, blue grass, bright eyes, and smiling faces
This is the world I live in; this is the world I want to see
Happy soul and happy family!

L'odeur d'un passé perdu long

L'odeur de printemps et de ciel peut seulement décrire sans mots. L'odeur de l'orchidée ancienne qui fleurissent seuls dans la forêt profonde sans intrusion d'homme.
Dans la vie, nous nous souvenons des moments
l'odeur d'un passé perdu long
la finale glimspe de l'amour
Est-ce que je suis une faute juste parce que j'ai fait celui ?
Il n'y a aucune telle chose qu'une faute
Il y a seulement ce qui arrive
Amoureux il y a seulement l'amour
Et je vous aime avec tout mon coeur

Everything I need

With each relationship I grow

With each pain I get kinder

I was crumbled and humbled

I was crusted, twisted and chained

In my heartbreak pains

I am grateful for the lonely dark nights

In the darkest hours

I have found my lights

Love is here right inside of me

The little soft voice that I can't see

Pass the pain, pass the greed

I have in me everything I need

To become everything I want to be

A happy version of me

A simple happy little V :-)

Last Dance

You were supposed to be my last dance

My last tango with the two of us hand in hand

Our wedding song is still fresh in my mind

"At Last" with Etta James and our loving friends

Wedding dress in pink

The lesson learned and love lost

Who knows what time will bring and what kind of pain

One thing I know

You were supposed to be my last dance

Will you be the one that keep me wonder for the rest of my life?

Before the sun wakes me up and shakes me with reality
Before the day wraps me up and carries me away
Before I forget to say how much I care for you
This is what I have to say
My love for you is here to stay

Before I close my eyes and go to sleep
Before I drift to dream land and feel the night’s grip
Before we travel that parallel universes
The last thing I want to remember
Is the tenderness of your warm kiss!

Come Home

Happy is just be

From one moment to the next

Be mindful, you see!

There are times in our lives when too many voices seem to be pulling us this way and that. Our very confusion in such situation is a reminder to seek silence and centering within. Only then we are able to hear our truth; the clarity that comes from transcending all dualities.

Now is the time to come home to yourself.