Playground

I love you more every day

More than I can imagine I can ever love a person

The burning passion come from deep inside the soul

Where love is pure and true

We put our souls on display; vulnerable, naked, and cold

In love, we are warriors

Fight for what we need and ready to receive with open heart, open arms

For every sunrises

And every sunsets

Knowing we are here to hold each other hands

To walk together as best friends

And hand in hand we find that place together

Our playground

Beyond myself

You shook up my world and woke up the fragile inner child

the soft, innocent, frighten

little soul hide behind the helpless sad eyes

The little broken heart is filled with Doubts

And

Every time I laid my head down in despair

drop of tears would come flooded my eyes

You stood strong and still and kind

You whispered your sweet love

You paint my sky with rainbow color of hopes

Because of you

I learn to embrace my truth, my broken heart, my soft soul

I learn to be brave, to risk

I learn to trust again

Beyond myself

Pray

Can the world see me as I am?

Can soul, heart, and dreamers have

a place

in this careless world with careless souls

Can love, lost, separation, and joy coexist?

When you say good bye to

someone dear

And shed no tears?

Can you feel my pain, the pain of lost

Since tomorrow I will not see you again

I won’t be there to hug, to touch

To wipe away your tears

To love, to laugh, and share a shoulder

A soft shoulder so you

Can lean on

The series of events

the constant changes

Can tears wash away the mortal pain?

to life, to love

can you join me

let us pray

that we will love

will care

and give our heart away to people who deserves

This is where I will stay

Under the soft hazy cloudy sky, hands toward heaven

Down on my knee, I pray

Life Time

I can’t breath

The air is thicken and I can’t see through the fog

My illusions, the world is the stage of plays

Each plot lay out with all details carefully orchestrated

Each line tailored to a specific point in time

God is mighty and I am but his hand puppet, the veil of illusions

is his grand scheme

Destiny

Path

Trust

Faith

Close my eyes sink deep down in to my soul

Ask my guardian angel, my inner wisdom

Where to go

To find my truth

To find your truth

What to do when my heart is full of love

Reaching for the impossible, to hold on to us through time

through eternity

It feels like I have been here before

face with the same question many life times ago

with you, with you, and with you

It seems like our karma caught up with us

waiting for the circle to be completed

waiting for an answer to the quiz of life

Say yes to life and love

Or say maybe,

maybe we will wait

We will wait to be one together in another life time?

Just like I did, you did many life times

ago…

Eyes

Every time I cried you wiped away the tears

You hold me close

and kept me safe

Every time I smiled it was your eyes

I looked into

Every embrace, every touch, every kiss,

Every time you smiled

my sky lighted up

The moon and stars filled with sparkles of joy

And every time you said your world

is a brighter place because of me

I smiled quietly

just like the mirrors, we reflected

each other inner skies through our eyes

Souls

Like sweet angels from heaven

He visited me in my dreams, whispering softly the song of love

Soft touch of his lips upon my brows

Kiss away all worries and the world’s woes

Wipe away the tears and the heartache

He said he was always there

One step aside

One step ahead

One step behind

But never far away, I said I heard his voice in my dreams

Like I have heard his whispers, waiting for a chance

Waiting for the day we will meet

Waited

for our souls to find

the path

to each other

So we can catch every sunset and sunrise

In each other’s eyes

Random Thoughts

In the lack of fear, love is the best gift you can give to someone and can’t help but receive the benefit in return. I am glowing with peace

I am naughty but my naughtiness is aim to please and bring no pain

I found God; not in heaven but in my heart when I am one with the one I love

When I look into your eyes all I can see is the reflection of my soul; are you my soul mate?

Separation from you can be painful at time but it is a good pain, the kind of pain that signals deeper connection

When a simple walk turned into a journey of the two of us exploring the world together, I know I have found my playmate. I love to see the world through your eyes, full of curiosity and wonder

When you whisper in my ears sweet love, my heart sings

Trust can’t be earned through words alone, action has to follow suit

Don’t make promises about tomorrow since I don’t know tomorrow will come; each breath is fragile and sacred. I just want to live each day brand new again with you

I love you

Dance with my father

Dance with my father

I never had that chance

To be in his arms and listen to him telling me how beautiful I am

Dance with my father

to be little girl I have never got the chance to be

Dad, I am forever broken you see

Not to be able to be with you in your last moment

To tell you how much you meant to me, how much I love you

To thank you

Dad

Will you be the angel to guide me through this confusion world

to teach me how to open my heart

To take risk and to learn how to trust

And to dance again

Truth

And every time my heart wandered and I did not


And every time my soul relented and I stayed center

I know

I have found something special

Something worth paying attention to, something worth taking notes

In late night time stands still

Soft lights reflect on the yellow walls

And the shadow of my dream reminds me of a girl,

brown eyes girl

In love there is no absolute antidote

No right or wrong mixtures of how much I care

How much I will give

And how much I will risk

The measure comes in the night, when all are still

And the only voice I hear

Is the beating of my heart

The beautiful voice of my truth

Do you know your truth?

Fly

She said to me,

spread your wings

and fly like the butterfly you meant to be

She said, time is right and the open sky is in full spring

Lavender, red, purple and pink

She said love waits for no one and spares no heart

It’s hanging by for a moment

Don’t let your dream fall short

When love come knocking, please do what you always taught

Open your heart

allow love to come in

I held her close and whispered in her ears

You have me in this life

And many life to come

I love you and for eternity that the way it will be

She said to me,

Everything you are

Everything you will be

Is everything

I want to be

Fly, Mommy

Your job here is done

Don’t waste a moment, don’t hesitate,

please open the gate

And let life in