Glows

The inner lights, my sky, stars

Sparkle bright, your love

Care

Tenderness

Your lips, your hands, your eyes, a piece of your sky

Slow touch,

brush

of your lips

Wild tangle hairs

Hold me close again, can you

Will you

Kiss me softer, softer

My soul

Coming loose

Possible

Is it possible that I am falling in love with life

Is it possible that I am letting go

of my fear

Smiling this morning on my way through the street

I noticed

sweet white and pink cherry blossoms

Grace the dry rock walls and broken down fences

Wet leaves and cold air overwhelmed my senses

Nature at its best,

the cycles of the continuing universe

Winter is leaving and spring has come to stay

Is it possible that I am falling in love with me?

Is it possible that I embrace my all being?

Every strand of hair,

every freckle on my skin

The crooked smile, the sad eyes

and the confusing process

Of learning and dropping all my acquiring knowledge

Lessons of a certain yesterday

that no longer exist

Is it possible that every waking moment life can be good

Is it possible that I have arrived at the gate of my sky

This moment of inner peace;

of knowing

Is it possible?

Pebbles

There is beauty and there is beauty

The kind that pulls your heart out and claws at your soul

Gray sky, foggy horizon, tiny rain drops on my shoulders

There is happy and there is happy

The in awe feeling at nature's beauty and the overwhelming

feeling of knowing you are part of this beauty

Just like the pebbles I happened to be on the beach that day at that time

and tomorrow just like the pebbles I will get

swept up to a different shore by the tides of life

Constant changes, constant in flux

Longing for a safe harbor only to find out

I am already safe

Maybe

now I will learn to float and let the waves carry me to

wherever

I need to be or will be

Maybe I will learn to be safe within my own skin

I am not a rationalist and definitely not a realist

I float in between where the dark night is saying good bye

and the warm sun has yet come

In between the dawn of consciousness and

the sleepiness of the subconscious mind. In between the

inconsolable adult and the raging child waiting to be loved

This is where I am and it is alright

Time to take care the need of oneself

Time to love and nourish that child like nobody ever loved her before

It has to come from me...

This love, this unconditional love that I long for; all my life

This Moment

Stillness of the soul, no conversation, no thoughts, no contemplation

There is no past, no future; there is just you and me

No gain, no lost, completely filled in this moment

Will you sit still with me?

Will you listen to the universe quiet whisper?

Of a new dawn on the verge of the ocean

Shivering in the darkness before the sunlight wake up all being

Will you sink down into the bottom of the sea?

And disappear with me, to become one with the universe

To go back to where we belong, speckles of sand

Naked, raw, collided

Dizzying in the ebb and flow of life

I am standing here; once again I see the sunrise

Hands folded close to my heart

Listened to the voice of the sky

Everything I need to hear, to not stray far away

From my truth, your truth

I meant to be here, right here with you, this moment!

Matters of the heart

In the matters of the heart, trust comes in many folds
I don’t need to know where your heart has been;
I want to know where your heart is now
It doesn’t matter you were a fool yesterday, I only need
to know if you have learn the lessons today
I don’t ask questions because life should be unfold
not force
Because what I feel, see will surpass what you will tell me
And maybe my senses will lead me astray, I will be humbled
again by another lesson life has afford me.
I trust my heart and my inner voice
It recognizes greatness and never failed to
report in the past. It also warns me of illusions
and
offers doses of reality when I am ready to receive.
I don’t tell you much because the past
but a blur of the lessons I have had
And everything you want to know, to learn about me
will come in due time.
When I am ready when you are ready
Like the beautiful daffodils maybe life and love need the dormant period gathering strength to grow
And maybe in the way life unfold; we can both learn something about each other
To trust what our heart tell us and not fear what it will do to us
If we can embrace life experience whole-heartedly
Maybe we will learn for the first time
The lesson of love

Robin's lights

Every single person comes into our lives to teach a lesson
We can choose
I hope you choose this one
Without predicting the future; yes in some way it depicts the future choices you will make
It will teach tolerance and test your will
It will horn your skill and perfecting your self-awareness
Your fragile soul; shivering in the light of vulnerability and love
The mysterious power of surrender to oneself
To let God and let enough be enough
To live in the moment without worrying about the next
To be your amazing self and sing your song for many to enjoy
For others to bask in your lights; Robin’s lights!

The Way

It is not in the way you say how you feel
It is not in the way you jump at the opportunity to make me laugh
It is not in the way you try to hide your vulnerability
It is in the way you see your soul
The way you listen and smile silently to yourself
The way you say thank you for the beautiful verses
The way you define yourself
Happy to see the world and happy to share the joy
In the world of sameness, of corruption and broken dreams
You reminded me of a shining star, blinking above the sky
Waiting for a comet; passing by with the fairy tale of a happy ending

Heart and Mind

Sometime my mind is like a bright light; unable to shine on itself
Great mind with cold heart; like form with no color
Sometime among men with transcendent minds
there can be a lacking;the ability to think and feel deeply
It is an incompleteness
That is perhalf the sorrow that I carry with me
I want to know a great mind among men
with passionate heart
who recognizes me

Life is never easy for those who dream

Under the boundless soothing sky
My eyes reach for the edge of the world and still
Wet grass, old leaves, blush cheeks, wild tangled hairs
Watching the day slipped away slowly in perfect rhythm
Have you ever been told, being alone is better than been lonely?
In cities no one is quiet but many souls are sad
Where I am, people are quiet but their hearts are full
The heart; the only broken instrument that work
I am not going to think that this world is only cold
If you want to come to my humble home
I have a rocking chair that have been known to bear heavy load
I am prepared to listen if you can speak in silence
Up here the sky is green and all you care is in between
Come this way, come with me let's get undone
Deep in my dream, deep in a dream
That's where you will find me; I hope you will find you

"The highest task for a bond between two people
Each protects the solitude of the other"

I am done with love but love is not done with me

If I let this little voice goes away, if I don’t tell you how I feel, if I just live half a life, if and if and if…

Give and take;
How can I make this delicate balance a stable in my life?
The overwhelming feeling of being alone
in a relationship, misunderstood
I dream of you; someone with bigger hands,
bigger feet, bigger heart
to embrace my little hands, feet, and heart.
And in return
I give back my heart , my soul,
endless devotion and love.
When I look up to you, on my tiptoes looking for a kiss
When I hug you, squeeze you tight with my skinny arms
When I curl up, trying to mold to you in bed for warm
When I look deep into your eyes looking for the ocean of love
that I know exist;
looking for the depth of your soul
where love is profound and deep and true.
Can you feel it?
My need to look up, to respect, to regard,
to give, to rely on you when I am happy, sad, weary, strong… I need you.